Something very strange happened yesterday.
I wrote and recorded my radio talk on the theme of mothers. I mentioned I'd lost my mum when I was young.
After recording, of course I have to listen and edit it: cut out all my fluffed lines and George's barking. So I was listening - and couldn't believe what I heard. I rewound, so to speak, and listened again: My mother was eighteen when I died.
"What?!"
I rewound and listened again. It definitely said the same thing. "My mother was eighteen when I died."
I checked my script. Had I written that? No, it was right on my script. So, somehow, my brain had taken the words and reversed them, and I hadn't noticed. It was very weird.
I wonder if anyone would have noticed if I'd left it in. I suppose that partly depends on whether anyone listens!
Or perhaps I did die when my mother was eighteen and I am living in a sort of Truman Show dream. Or I am in a coma and am living a life inside my head. But if that were the case surely it would only be good? Then again, dreams aren't necessarily good.
So that's my weird moment of the day. How was yours?
And look at this!
3 comments:
Those verbal slips are so poignant. It's as if your Mom was briefly speaking through you in this one. Mine died when I was twenty, my dad a few months later, no available adult support, so you grow up fast.
Wow, that IS one helluva brain glitch! Could there be a short story in it? I don't know if you ever write short stories but . . . .
You do grow up fast, Boud. Before that my mum had been over-protective too.
My brain is playing fast and loose, Debra!
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